'Cause she's the &girl& all the bad guys want-<3

[adison mae carter]

It was called Love. And for some reason Adison Carter was never good at it. She blamed her failed past relationships. She blamed the fact that she had a little sister to always watch after. She blamed the fact that her mother was in some need of serious help. She blamed her job. She now knew that she had to blame her emotions. She was scared. She let him in. She let Felix in. She let him so far in, that she even gave him a key. Who the hell gives someone a key after a whole year? Lestia would have made fun of her because it wasn’t months, and Lacey was about ready to rip her head off because it was only a year. What could Adison say? Felix stole her heart and hopefully wasn’t planning on throwing it to the ground anytime soon. She gave him a key, and the amazing thing about it. Is he used it every once in a while. Actually he used it. Someone to sit with when Jason scared her just a tad too much. Someone who actually took the time to listen, to understand and of course make fun of occasionally.

She never would want to admit it to any of her old friends. They would poke fun and laugh that she ended up falling for Mr. Felix. Could anyone blame her? He was one piece of a man that no humanly sane woman would turn down. Of course they had to keep it a secret for a bit. Just because of her job, she couldn’t be promoted then start a relationship right away. Even more so with an Auror. It looked bad on her part. She couldn’t help but want to want make it clear to all of her co-workers, some more than others. She was scared of being demoted. She was funding James new piece of property, hopefully with Lily. This Lily girl had better say yes to her little cousin or she was going to have to find her and rip her hair out. That family had been through so much within the last year, he didn’t need heartbreak. None of them needed it anymore. She was just like James, he was risking it all as a new twenty year old. Here she was, far older and just starting to get into a serious relationship that wasn’t even serious.

Adison hated days off, it lead to a lot of thinking and today was not a day to think. The clothes however were her favorite part of the day. She loved wearing her crop red v-neck and skinny jeans, and skinny jeans meant her hi-top converse. If she said this wasn’t one of her favorite outfits she would be lying. No one in the office would guess that Head Healer Carter wore this on the off days. She didn’t want to check on James yet, he was probably not even finished with the night. And with that crazy kid, for all she knew tonight meant the first night in Godric’s Hollow with Lily alone. She shook her head, it was crazy to think James was old enough to get married. It was crazy to think the next wedding she helped funded would be her own baby sister’s. Noelle couldn’t get married like James. She’d better have that boy come talk to her or there would be hell to pay! Adison yawned leaning against the couch. She could hear the tv on in the background but her mind drifted farther away. The news scared her once in a while. She hated not having Noelle in her house anymore. She felt like she could no longer protect her. She was now at the mercy of the world. ‘Six more found dead, Healers on Alert all night’ Adison shrugged herself up out of the couch pulling the small purple pager, leaving it by the night stand. She hoped she didn’t have to head out this late. What if Felix stopped by? Adison laid her head against the soft cloth. Her eyes closing softly. The pager would wake her if she was needed.



tag; Felix
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notes; Short. Haha if you didn't like where I have them, let me know Sifix =)