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Post by bellatrix lyra black on Apr 9, 2011 2:30:07 GMT -6
...but I'm afraid the things that affect my life don't really care about timing. In fact, I think they hate good timing with a passion and aim to destroy it. Enough about that, though. As you may or may not know, we put on seven performances of a version of Dracula last week, so logically, my life should be less busy now, right? Well, it isn’t.
See, I suck at taking care of myself. I’m the kind of person who forgets to eat for days at a time if I’m busy with something (like those performances). On the other hand, I’m good at taking care of other people, and I wear myself out trying to help them with their drama. This is not good for me. As you may or may not know (again), I’m bipolar and have some pretty serious depressive episodes. No, I’m not suicidal or anything, but I am completely exhausted - with a huge pile of responsibilities and friends to take care of. And let’s not even get started on the mess that is my love life.
I realize that this might make me sound like a huge drama queen, but the truth is that I have some issues and sometimes, they affect me pretty badly. Yes, that sounded really angsty, but there’s no other way to say it without detailing all the drama in my life, which would be very boring.
But what am I saying, exactly? I don’t really know. I’m not planning on leaving you guys or anything, because I love this site and everyone here, but I honestly don’t know when I’ll be back to posting regularly again. I mean, I’ll be around in the cbox and post when I can, but my activity will be low for a while (not that it wasn't from before, but...). I’m really sorry, but I seriously can’t focus that much on roleplaying right now.
I love you guys, though, I do, so I’ll be around as much as I can. <3
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Post by lily meredith evans on Apr 9, 2011 8:43:29 GMT -6
Aw, Sifix!
Totally understandable! Things will get better, I promise!(:
Feel better soon!
MARISSA
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Post by emmeline stephanie vance on Apr 9, 2011 9:25:30 GMT -6
It's alright Sifix <3 Just take care of what you have to. We understand. -Bay
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adison mae carter
witch
played by ellie neutral head healer at potions and plant poisoning[M:0]
yellow LEMONS@caution[Mo0:0]
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Post by adison mae carter on Apr 9, 2011 23:37:25 GMT -6
LOVE YOU SIFIX<333 Attempt to take care of yourself (= *HUGGLES* <3Ellie
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